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beneath the cloak of midnight
where silhouettes dance in moonlight's foam
a desire burning through darkness
leads the path to the void
alcohol and cigarette smoke
pierce my soul with the blackest of thorns
chained inside my chasm
losing blood
to frail to move on my own
down the empty halls
train stations, blocks, parking lots
roaming in haze within unknown
seeing only pain and the urge to self-destroy
an excuse for a being
not worth a thing
it's like I always dream
but with no dreams
my memories are vacant
only full of death
nobody can fix
my hate towards myself
trip and fall
and all will pry
scream for help
no one will try
i can save no one
cause I cannot even save myself
all the memories
became oblivion
I can't resist the
whole existence
I no longer can
all of my memories
reek of pain
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yet another humid morning is still smothered by night
smoke and turmoil chained in webs of streets
hundreds of thousands tedious breaths wade amongst concrete frames
stars align
insipid taste of frowsty air
cracks through the pavements
the grey pours from the sky
heartache woven reveries
lined with the blood of horizon
concealed by callousness
an have faded forever
they'll never be mine
heartache woven reveries
marked with the sign of gehenna
precious moments left behind
forsaken, forgotten by time
weave me a pall
from shades of the sky
scream me a call
to clear the fog
breathe me a life
into blackened lungs
and the frozen soil
let the stars realign
in this formless void
put the gears into motion
let the neons and the city lights
fuel my hope anew
tethered by railways
scalding rain
shapeless emptiness
I wish to care
but I can't be phased
I don't feel at all
smithereens of me peel and fall
I'm stuck in a place I don't recall
my heart has vanished long ago
all emotions have flattened
all that remains is just waste
putrid remnants are rotting
and nothing falls into place
this fucking city will tear us apart
all emotions are shattered
all that is left is a joke
my bliss is completely waning
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*none*
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stuck in stop motion
vague loop of routine
is it just an illusion
or is everything the same?
the events of day
never seem to change
recollections either die
or get ground into paste
blood froze in my veins
this boring tale has no end
no chance of escape
no development, no depth
time keeps going in circles
of this insignificant sequence
I still feel the taste of grease
from beneath its wheels
every pattern repeats itself
everything keeps being the same
running head first against the wall
again and again
every pattern repeats itself
in straight corridors I am lost
this vapid nightmare
will never be gone
I can't take it no more
I can't take it no more
I long for summer breeze
to touch my skin
I yearn for the scent of dew
from the fresh earth of spring
I miss the coal cloak in the sky
and the frost toppings of winter nights
I dream of autumn when everything dies
but I lost the path to the place where they hide
since when did my story become a flatline?
as if every next page is a calque of a previous one
I wish to discard all the past lies
in exchange for an ending sentence so that it's done right
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ππππππ
06:06
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*none*
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π πππ€π€ πͺπ π¦ β€ Warsaw, Poland
depressive post-rock from Warsaw, Poland
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